UP AND RUNNING! [9/02/02 8:17 PM]
Wow… what a crazy past few weeks this has been… CedarCreek moved into their new building, BGSU started our school year back up, and I’m an RA in Offenhauer… AND on top of all that, the longest 6 month waiting period of my life is finally over! Sarah Kuntz and I are FINALLY officially dating!!! YAY! She is such an awesome girl and I totally don’t deserve to be with her… I tell her that.. But I don’t think she understands how serious I am… Ah well… Ironically enough, it reminds me of something else I was thinking lately. God is an amazing God… and He’s done HUGE works in my life and in the lives of people all around me lately. I was reflecting back on some things I wrote when my Grandpa died this summer… and I can’t believe how cool God is… God worked through my grandpa till his last breath… and I can’t begin to express my grattitude for being able to serve a God that not only shows himself to us through other people around us, but also desires, yearns, and longs to have an intimate relationship with ME!!! DO YOU KNOW HOW CRAZY THAT IS??? God wants to know me… the God that spoke the universe into existance… The God that has existed for all time… that knows all… that is all powerful… wants to know me… I totally don’t deserve that… But THAT love… that unconditional love is what drives me on every day. God rocks. He loves us so much and we can never fully realize that no matter how hard we try. We are so undeserving…. we are so unworthy… but we are so loved… so accepted… and so desired after… God truly is amazing.
Mood: at peace
Music: Dashboard Confessional – For You To Notice