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Word.  The computer network at CedarCreek is almost done.    There is a lot of work to do yet though (network cubicles, set-up server, get software licenses…).  So I’m far from done but I’ll just be happy when everyone has internet and email again.

Sarah and I had a fun talk last night about “us” and stuff… She rocks and I’m so glad that God brought us together… I really hope we get married someday, but that is totally not even up to my will… ::sigh::  oh well… relax, let go, watch God do his thing.

I’m finishing off some major reports for my classes so that’s a plus… the less work on my mind the better.  Stress has eaten me alive this year and I’m only 2 months into the 9 of the school year… .  I’m starting to think about apartments possibly for next summer and hopefully for next school year as well.  I need to find people to live with.  Matt was talking about setting up another “Guys” apartment back by the other H2O apartments… I’d be down with that.  I don’t know if he’d WANT me there… but hey, we’ll find out!  I just don’t want to commute 30 min every day for school… especially if Sarah and I are still together.

The only thing holding me back from finding a place right now is that I don’t know if I will be “full-time” at CedarCreek by then or not.  I can’t afford it if I’m not.  I’m supposed to find out in November if I will be able to go full-time next year.  Cross your fingers and pray for me, would ya?  If I don’t, then I have to stay full-time school and take out another 7,000 dollars worth of loans…   GRRRRR!  MONEY SUCKS!

Oh well, I’m not worried about it all… just frustrated.  I will be fine in the end.  I know that.  Speakin of frustration.. My friend Tara’s wedding was supposed to be in 10 days and it got canned… THAT has to suck.  Don’t know why, but she said it has to wait until April or May now.  OUCH!

ok… i’m tired and hungry…. and have paperwork to do… (JOY!)  so I’m gonna split.

Mood:  Comme ci, Comme ca. (“so-so” for all you NON french people.)
Music:  James Taylor – Fire and Rain